A lot has improved in the last year. At times, I am able to see myself in a more favorable light. Actually, a lot of the time. Despite this, it doesn't take much to bring out a palpable sense of complete emptiness, despair, failure, and fear. It's difficult to embrace the idea that there's much of a future, although attempting to buy a home is a step in that direction.
What's bugging me? I spent the weekend looking for places to live. Sometimes I feel like I don't belong here in Seattle. I'm not a city-person. Maybe I do need to just admit it and move over to Bellevue or Redmond or some other lame-ass place.
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