need a home

I'm really not in a good frame of mind. I'm confused now. Maybe confusion isn't the right description. Let's say, I don't know what I should do about the home search. It's time for me to buy a home of some kind. It's also about time I set up my living environment to support a healthier frame of mind. Unfortunately, I'm now skeptical about finding a neighborhood I'm comfortable with and that I can afford. I feel sick.